Chapter Two
Everyone's expectation to this world is 'change'. We too all see world changing everyday. But sometimes , these changes become our habits, thus a person changes and as his perspective. Life is a flowing energy, you can't hold it for long. You can share, control or transform it, but can't ever generate and destroy it, so keep changing. (And this rule hold for Money too.)
I saw and felt the impact of things/events, on someone's heart and mind. When you loose someone, in such a way that you never gonna see/meet or there is very faint rays of hope to be together, you see change in yourself.
Moments, which slap our mind, have less potential to change our behavior, then which shock our heart, thus a person changes and so does his perspective.
I can't tell the whole story as it is; how I changed from a very free person to a lion in cage. (lion as adj.) 'coz I feel much powerful, when behaved with controlled mind and learnt forgiveness.
There are many persons close to my heart, especially two. There are many who had made a home on the ground of my heart, but they are still living there. And for these two, I was given no reaction time, as I got very short notice period, when they emptied it. Even I was not there to sit and watch, when they were going to their own new journey.
As of today I am feeling that my heart drowning more and more deeper, the light of hope is dimming, darkness is increasing in my courses, distance to destiny is increasing. Sometimes my heart is losing faith in most divine and intact thing is this world.(love)
My father, my inspirations to do right in society, a value to life of others, a person who sacrificed his life for whom, I never will. He was meant to the people with whom he lived with. I never find words to describe him, only I can see, my best friend left me behind and alone, when I needed him the most. (Now its almost 2yr+)
The last moment, I remember with him, was 5 am in the morning, when I left for Pune, after Deeepawali vacations. There was very dim light, it was little cold and foggy. After getting on ride, I saw back, and waved my hand in goodbye, and that was last moment, my mind can recall clearly.
I will talk about him, in next posts, but here I would like to throw some light on second person, who also helped my heart to become heavy. (Once upon a time in Pune.)
So, there are many scenarios when our heart get hurt. With time we heal and see changes in ourselves. I hope every good change would be long lasting.
Changes, thats all I talked about, are made for whom, who seek for more opportunities, more responsibility and more reliability. Somewhere I read, when a person asks GOD for exploration or opportunity he/she should look at each problem as they got chance to prove themselves.
Again, my life in the first 3 years, I think I got what I asked, but the way how I get, may not be liked by majority.
I am thankful to all Puneties and Friends who are with me.
With love...
जब जागी थी कोई तरंग मन में, तो बन गयी थी कहीं एक कविता,
जब भर आया था मन याद में, तो बह निकली थी कहीं एक सरिता,
हर राही यहाँ पर है बंधा हुआ है, अपनी ही ह्रदय तरंगो से,
जब हो ग़ुम जाये रास्तें, दिशायें, तो दिल-दीमाग में बनती है सविता (conversation)
Everyone's expectation to this world is 'change'. We too all see world changing everyday. But sometimes , these changes become our habits, thus a person changes and as his perspective. Life is a flowing energy, you can't hold it for long. You can share, control or transform it, but can't ever generate and destroy it, so keep changing. (And this rule hold for Money too.)
I saw and felt the impact of things/events, on someone's heart and mind. When you loose someone, in such a way that you never gonna see/meet or there is very faint rays of hope to be together, you see change in yourself.
Moments, which slap our mind, have less potential to change our behavior, then which shock our heart, thus a person changes and so does his perspective.
I can't tell the whole story as it is; how I changed from a very free person to a lion in cage. (lion as adj.) 'coz I feel much powerful, when behaved with controlled mind and learnt forgiveness.
There are many persons close to my heart, especially two. There are many who had made a home on the ground of my heart, but they are still living there. And for these two, I was given no reaction time, as I got very short notice period, when they emptied it. Even I was not there to sit and watch, when they were going to their own new journey.
As of today I am feeling that my heart drowning more and more deeper, the light of hope is dimming, darkness is increasing in my courses, distance to destiny is increasing. Sometimes my heart is losing faith in most divine and intact thing is this world.(love)
My father, my inspirations to do right in society, a value to life of others, a person who sacrificed his life for whom, I never will. He was meant to the people with whom he lived with. I never find words to describe him, only I can see, my best friend left me behind and alone, when I needed him the most. (Now its almost 2yr+)
The last moment, I remember with him, was 5 am in the morning, when I left for Pune, after Deeepawali vacations. There was very dim light, it was little cold and foggy. After getting on ride, I saw back, and waved my hand in goodbye, and that was last moment, my mind can recall clearly.
I will talk about him, in next posts, but here I would like to throw some light on second person, who also helped my heart to become heavy. (Once upon a time in Pune.)
So, there are many scenarios when our heart get hurt. With time we heal and see changes in ourselves. I hope every good change would be long lasting.
Changes, thats all I talked about, are made for whom, who seek for more opportunities, more responsibility and more reliability. Somewhere I read, when a person asks GOD for exploration or opportunity he/she should look at each problem as they got chance to prove themselves.
Again, my life in the first 3 years, I think I got what I asked, but the way how I get, may not be liked by majority.
I am thankful to all Puneties and Friends who are with me.
With love...
जब जागी थी कोई तरंग मन में, तो बन गयी थी कहीं एक कविता,
जब भर आया था मन याद में, तो बह निकली थी कहीं एक सरिता,
हर राही यहाँ पर है बंधा हुआ है, अपनी ही ह्रदय तरंगो से,
जब हो ग़ुम जाये रास्तें, दिशायें, तो दिल-दीमाग में बनती है सविता (conversation)
